Friday, September 30, 2005

Thank Him!


As the Psalm 23 goes...

"The Lord is my shepherd, i shall not be in want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul....I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever."

haha, i (my body,my soul n my thought) am once again restored in Him...

Life may be tough going,but we know we r going to succeed in the end, so, so long we hv a breath to carry us around with, we really hv to be thankful. Thankful for this new air that we breathe in, n the ppl we hv with us.. it's so lovely, isn't it?

Treasure urself,my frenz, n the ppl around u as they r our strenght n support in the times of our need...

Cya...

Thursday, September 29, 2005

i fell n was down then!


thought could be always strong in Him, but i fell terribly n was deeply sad n angry with myself for wat i did. just wanna to say "SORRY-对不起" to whoever was hurt..

feeling low n down these few days,due to strainuous study n feelin sad abt the things aroud n somehow movin away from Him unknowingly, i started wonderin around for a direction which i once felt i could hold tight always.. However, i became over-occupied to the things i held dear with n forgot that the most important was n still is n "FOREVER" will be is Him.

i was completely wrong.......

Praise Him once again for bringing me back n comforting me with His Almighty Word. We r so unworthy, yet He loves us n gives the best to us...

Thank U!

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Sometimes i just wanna be free!


Since a couple of days hv passed, n there is no news abt me..

But here i am, hvin a little time to write this long overdue blog bah!

I feel like i just need a little corner there, just to let free my thought..no worry, though we can rest them to our Lord.. a bit of space will definitely do wonders to my life, n revive my spirit upright again n recollect my feelings to our Lord!

i will for sure, 'stone' for a sec or two, at somewhere, n at sometimes..( hey,dun scold mi if u see mi doin tat,k?!) .... perhaps, it's 'cause my longing for just relaxin bah! anyway, i like long beaches where ppl can just stroll long hours for no reason,n i frenectically enjoy the cool sea breeze... i think tat's y the ppl say i assembled like a beach boy,a surfer's look..haha..tkx..

Thursday, September 22, 2005

My first cry in Ntu!

Never thought one can be so weak n vulnerable before, but i was totally torn to pieces when i watched a tv movie show at LT6,Nie of Ntu. It was an event of e Campus Crusade whereby we were to reach out to non-believers. I brought a fren,we weeped like crazy as like no-business.

The show was "The Touch of the Angel",it was a touchin movie abt a litttle boy who was going to be fetched away to our Heavenly Father from his earthly family. He suffered a health problem at that early age then,but be4 he died,he had a series of things to accomplis, like learnin playin with piano,listenin to his Mom to complete that movin song lyrics..

That last second of life was so pain-stakin n mind-blowin when we saw our loved one goin to pass away..realisin our life is so fragile once again, my tears shed non-stopped then. It was a feelin of sadness cum helplessness cum agony n even speechlessness..

My eyes grew red that nite. With a re-igniting,perhaps a revivin spark of hope n realizaton, i lay my trust to our Lord n just wanna hug Him tight n tighter..

On my way back,My side of my short was stuck to the zip of my carrying sling bag,n i had difficulties takin it out. I realised that a little thing in life can actually beautify our life n add colour to it..

Haha.. :)

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

An interestin comment abt Mi!



I was told to constantly updated by 1 of my special frenz today..After thinkin through of i can write for today's daily life, i found nothin 2 wrote abt, as today is my free day lo..

but never-the-less, i found somethin to wrote abt myself.

tat was quite some times back( a month ago, i guess), when a frenz of mine, uttered some words which I at first thought was just a passing remark, but after some deep thought, i found that could be true n real lor.

"Jimmy, u look like a gangster,a lower class 1...!"

I took a closer look on my mirror n surprisingly n yet really i discovered that:"Yah!Man! i am a gangster!"

Perhaps, with my dyed hair n some hightlighted strands, n not forgettin that little slanting tail behind which was so obvious when viewed from behind, attribute to that gangster look i asembled to..Perhaps, u can see from that photo bah!..

But, deep inside i am not that gangster, as i truly know who is in cotrol n believe He will always be..

Haha...

Wish u will hv a gd laugh when u c me ard n not mentionin that comment, ahaha..

Remember tat " to love at all is to be vulnerable"...

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

"hip hip hurray to my DG!"


they are all interestin ppl,full of ideas,fun, n unexpected thrill or joy or laughters when we sat down at can B for our DG.
our leader, champ is a brilliant guy, he talks with gentleness, showering us with lovely touch n tis "on" spirit..we r amazed by his ability of balancin both study n copin well with his campus crusade ministry..Praise God!

Among us, Joseph, is a joyful person, he is inquisitive n he creates a loy of laughters to us. we hv so much fun together lor.

We get to know each other better by knowin each other's need bit by bit n we truly believe God,our Lord, is our real Refuge when we need a place to draw strength n when we just need to pour out our cries & say out our inner heart.

I thank God for givin me this opportunity to express my feelin, n not forgettin when it came to our prayer time in tat Dg session, champ asked joseph to pray for all of us, there came a point whereby the latter got to ask the name of my another Dg frenz, we all laughed sheepishly..tryin my best to control my laughters,but to no avail lor..

haha...

Monday, September 19, 2005

First online blog! Quite eager lor!

After seein ppl puttin up their blog, i suddenly felt an urge to create mine,too.

it's kind of sensational feelin writin what u r,wat u do,who u go with..., i guess, but whatever it is, i wish i could touch down to u, n share my parts of my true self to u all out there.

I used to write diaries and keep a gd collection of it since my sec time, up to now, i still do, it's all abt those nice,n wonderful, n great, n fun,n not forgettin those relaxin moments,we walk past and i feel it's a great feelin,when we get old, (ohoh!),we turn back n really treasure these few moment n hv a gd laugh abt it..Yapppie!

May God,our Lord guide us each day n protect His children as we walk closer to Him day by day..

He is indeed our Comfort,our Strength, our Victory,now n forever..

cya ard!Take care,my frenz!