in the time of needs!!!

i am really thankful that i am still growing strong amid all the minute changes to my life as if i want to compare to what i was last semester.. i grow more self-aware n hopeful with some magnifestation of faithfulness...

i was in tears, but am now standing tall in the face of trials... all 'coz of the strong faith i hold n will forever hold on the One Sitting on High...

i feel i have not changed much, just that i am now in a situation where i need more self-discovery n space of emptying（倒空自己） myself for strength..

i believe i am still who i am..

my trip to Great China will be a fun-filled one from tis sunday onwards, i believe..with all the big jackets loading up my tiny body, i feel it would be a tremendous feeling to see the transquil water flow down the agonizingly cold stream behind my large house...so fantisizinggggg.....Looking forwards tOoo...

爱一个人有多少？

爱嘛，是个不可理喻的，也同时是一点一滴慢慢累积的精华。若有了它，就会有了个寄托，在任何事上会稍微谨慎许多，做起事情来会有多那么许多动力和支撑。

爱嘛，不需要太多的三七二十一，而是在任何情况下知道他/她是在乎着，想着，守护着，就已足够啦。这本身已经是个美好的事了，是两个真心在一起完全依靠，依赖，支持，相信，并盼望的美好啊。我深信两人在一起重点是：两人愿意付出，让对方一起承担，深信两个人的力量是大的，是两颗心互相连接，彼此珍惜与相爱。

加油吧！属于我们的爱情！！

Is he or she a true friend?

before anything, a great time studying last nite at SBS study room till about 1am,with my Farrarie-Princess...

todae, i ironically encountered 2 types of friends. They are all my friends, however, there is a clear distinction separating these 2 friends, one was once a COOL n steady friend whom we believe in One Solid thing that is pulling us together, however turns a COLD shoulder recently whenever we try to see (though many times, we try to avoid seeing), as if we are pure strangers, the other -Great ex-Rommie, is forever a what-we-called life-long true friend,who goes all the way out to help without me even asking, especially TODAE.

As i was in the midst of buying air-ticket to my homeland, n after knowing tat news, that the other friend straight-away (without asking) brought out his phone n started calling for rates from various contacts he had, and all that was even when we were having our Forensic lecture (after we happened to meet esch other at the doorstep n then decided to sit with each other).....that was not enough, he went extra mile after the lecture, he made me go to Students' corner besides the Quad to look through the newspaper in order to check out the lowest rate possible. he made all the calls on behalf of my name n let me know the shop selling the lowest ticket... all these simple caring actions amazed me completely... ha ahaaa.. i was totally in awe. how great a friend he is, i must admit, deep from my heart..

as for tat another one friend of mine, i was left with no word, no word of explanation, once again, we saw each other in a group, but was left with a STRANGER in our mind.. I was in awe, too..but, the oppsite type of awe, i would say.. 'wish u r fine'..

I hav few pretty good n close friends, among them are my 老大，the Farrarie-Princess n the Soccer Street fighter, 老板娘，my-film-star acting with me, the extreme hardworking 2-degree timer in Ntu, needless to say my sec mates all the way till now， we havoc, rite?

in our lives, we encounter different types of friends, just to what extend do we cherish them. i do cherish every single of them a lot. we dun need to say it out, just a mere act will signify how dear we hold for them or how ridiculous he or she will be if one partner shower billions of care n concern while the other partner turns a 'No-No, Get away' sign to u.

wish u are a what-i-call dear friend to me......

JiaYou!!

3 girls' laughter n a guy's awkwardness!!

todae,at abt 3pm, when i was on shuttle bus heading to go to study at library2, after way back to hall to take my textbook, i had a time just like whole-world-was-stopping, a time where my awkwardness flew wide apart, n high up to the sky.

on my hands were heavy BS201 textbook n a red plastic bag of 2 sandwiches n 2 蜜瓜西米露 dessert, while i was carrying a bag full of lecture notes(supposed to be studied, but in the end, big NO). When i almost reached the bus-stop, i stood up n tried to move out, but somehow i couldnot do so(the seat was narrow n there was little space to move at the rear seats), i fell back to n fro for a few times. this awkward moment was clearly observed under the eyes of 3 girls who happened to sit beside me. immediately they burst into laughter.. they burst into louder laughter when i managed to get up n trying to alight.. however, their laughter was the loudest when the rear door closed even before i alighted..they then pressed to bell for me, n i was like " oh, my goodness! was it me? ” n paiseh all the way, while thanking them for pressing the bell...ha haaa.... i was totally embarrassed, n i still could hear their laughter when i left tat bus. i smiled too..

suddenly feel like going back China anytime, at any point of time now...
feeling homesick now...tat little garden with all the plantation, like watermelon, peanuts, sweet potatos......all these intrigue me...... i am desperately HOMESICK...ha haaaaa.....

Cu China in abt a month time!!! i am coming!!!!!! my great watermelon!!!!