dual personalities?!

recently i bound into a question: do i hav a dual personalities? on 1 hand, i like to make ppl happy in all possible ways, while on the other hand, i am actually a quiet n conserved n composed type which is more like me, i feel.

it's a little contradicting to find out, but i somehow enjoy doing wat i am doing... i like to hav fun n to enjoy the fun of things... so just wish all is fine n thankful as i creep more into His Presence of Holiness & Splender!

in love!

in love, 2 got to share the same velocity, not only their magnitudes got to be the same, their directions got to be the same, too. One can not be too fast or too slow when his/her another half is either far behind or far ahead of him/her. these 2 got to be tandem with each other, n either one got to help with each other in order to move on together as a unit or as a whole.

there are definitely bound to humps as they move on, but 坚信爱will strengthen them through..let's all fold our fingers n say,'Yes, We believe In the Name of the Highest!'

it's been a while, but i am still here!!

I found that i hav tempers too, but i am controlling them better as the day goes by! Perhaps, it's a time of growing maturity, a good one though it still carries some rebellious resillience...

There is surly a purpose behind every encounter, n each encounter either makes u stronger or weaker... to me, i found out that I emerge out to hav the former one, n i am still doing fine, n i wish U too...

I hav a fantastic time with my ex-Hall7 mates today... though we played each other up, acting like a joker, but we felt great belonging with each another, n i am sure we are 好知己。

I found that there are some distinct differences between the higher-end ppl n the lower-end/moderate ppl... the former ones are precarious n wary, n are most of time restrained by their perturbed&mixed feelings towards the surroundings.( such as wat others may feel of them?) I feel sorry for them as they are protective of themselves n are in constant protective mode. Perhaps, they got to get out n experience the 'Wear n Tear' of the world in order to survive strong n stronger...the latter ones are frank n straightforward,yet they are simple whom can be real good life-long frenz, because they had emerged as winners in the "Wear n Tear' of the world and hav feelings to the poor& the lost.The latter ones, I Solute U!

Therefore, which group do U belong to?

I wonder!

A day I dun wish to know!

I blew my top over my ex-hall 7 frenz on 13th July, Sunday...

a trip to my homeland!

i have a relaxing n meaningful time back to my homeland. it was my 1st summer holiday there after my 12-year migration here, as it was winter for past holidays there.

i enjoy the sky, the sea, n the lands there, all so natural, n all so eye-pleasant..

n now i am looking forwards to another trip back, though it may seem far, but i am waiting...

a road!

can a road be filled with simplicity or randomness?

it may be a straight smooth road, or a bumpy whirling road, but is it always the strongest comes out 1st?

it may be an envious all-encompassing road, or a fearful stuggling road, but who knows where it is going to end?

But, YOU know yourself best! Lately, i am just living in a quite random mode, n find it nice n relaxing. Is it just one's feeling or a belief?

Deep down, I know the Truth!

a new look into running!

lately, i fall victim of running. Ideas n thoughts seem to overwhelm me when i run. I ran over the weekend, n thought of continuity struck me,n i thought deeper....

Sometimes, life doesn't present u wat u aim to achieve, once the chance is over, this is unlike when u r running. U can aim to run 3 runs, and push urself with another run, to make ur days happier. But when life's chance slips away from ur hands, u r only left to look in awe, n maybe disappointment....

this may be a random post to anyone, but i believe it carries meanings, n perhaps,some weights,doesn't it?

May U hav a great life ahead! Cheers!!

Bit by bit I carve out!

Two days ago, out of blue, I called my frenz for a running session, though knowing in mind that I had a TCM test on the coming day. I was about to call it off, when my another call to them helped me to go for it, though a little reluctantly. Nonethelessly, it turned out as an enlightening to me.

Without much saying(since we've known each other for more than a decade--name:HG), we started the running with a mild warm-up( My favourite warm-up is a push-up position in order to circulate my blood enough to my brain, pls, pardon for being such biological,hahaaa...)..

Go, we ran! One of my frenz was a slow runner, he ran at his best pace, but was below his best standard ever after the release of Army. I felt sad, though, not only for him, but for myself, as I once was a near Gold Medalist in the SISPEC, with only 8 secs to go for my 2.4km run.I THREW MY ALL tat time!Another fren was better and was a short-distance runner, I felt. His pace had changed at the beginning the race then,as I found unsound consistency in him. He left us far behind on the fourth run, which I found it hard to catch up. I was in disbelief then, as I would normally catch up be then, in all the previous races. After the 4th run,I found myself in a delima. I wondered whether I should just call it a day(give up) or at least keep the run on by walking, or at most jogging, though it might be not tat fast. Bit by bit, I ran, n at the same time,I re-consolidated my thought. I MOVED ON with JOGGING, I told myself. As I ran slower,discovering my stamina was poorer nowadays, a girl PASSED BY/OVERTOOK me! I was SHOCKED, totally IN AWE. There was no hard feeling for tat, just tat I found I was so much slow, tat I could't believe myself in front of my own eye. YES, she OVERTOOK me, completely. Hoorays to her!!!

As I dragged my both feet on, I thought of this run, this run is just like a life, you can develop it by being consistent, or you can destroy it at a decieving will. It's all on YOUR hands. As life moves on, there are bound to have obstacles, be it different types of undesiring people or things, YOU can choose to take it as a GIFT or, YOU can choose to take it as a DOWNFALL. I believe, a GIFT will be nice, won't it?

Cheers, for all the Bravo Runner, You're GREAT!