Y live ur life to ppl's expectation when u can freely live???

1st of all, i thank the ONe who sits on High for the unfailing strength n moulding for me. i begin to look things at a more positive aspect n hold things close n dear with relentless hope - the belief to move me on.

i feel tat we dun owe anyone a living, we dun need to look at ppl for their different 'eye colors', n i really hate ppl toying the friendship when one holds dear to what he/she believes. But sadly n ultimately, to his/her acknowledge, it turns out to be an utter disappointment when he/she finds out that tat fren of his/her is just a cruel opportunist n a hypocrite who is just utilizing all ur haves n just let u vanish off when he/she sees no use of u. it just turns me off if i know such a fren ard, it makes me sick n i just silently wish tat hw/she would change one day, one day, n tat special one day, i wish.....

i hav a learning these few days, n tat is tat we can indeed live a successful n victorious life if we just be wat we r n who we r n how we r. So freely i live now n my future will be free as it will be...

a little update on me: nowadays. i realize tat i'm learning, at least i begin understanding what my frenz r discussing abt, n finding solutions to all these problems by myself,n discovering wonders when the solution surfaces. It's such a realization n a secret unfolds when u learn a new thing, u learn to treasure it, n even live with it if u hv a liking towards it...

i respect all the ppl in SBS for their bravery in taking up such a difficult course, where basically there isn't much time for urself, especially in my case,when i need some time off (just for myself n tat hearted one). The course is tough though, n i may shock u if i say tat we have a total of 128 slides for one of our core lecture notes, apparently tought in a mere 2 hrs... anyway, i find this course fulfilling n it's heartening to know tat i still survive...

yes! n yeah! wish u well n cheers if u can, since i already can!! Cu ard!