Christmas todae, me still a bit lost(Luan) leh!

Christmas was a little different this time as compared to last few yrs..Tat feelin is a complete overhaul.. i cant figure y! just tat cool n steady though twinklin with a little lostness in the wide wide air..

as usual, i celebrated it at my church, with this time, 4 invited frenz-mc, teresa,jm, n fish. Praise HIM indeed tt my frenz could make it, though half of the time they were talkin n playin with their hp, but it's alrite, i thought. At least, they made an effort to come. Already a blessin n it's my honour to hv them here, especially the weather was not at our side early the hrs.. ha ha..

Time has come for me to ponder the purpose of life again after l lag behind so much after quite a terrible physically torment of hangin out too often with my frenz, only to get scoldin from my dear Mom..

dun understand y tis Christmas is different, just feel so.. haiz..

"Jingle bell, Jingle bell..." n the song goes..